Is Feng Shui considered a science, an art form, or both? Admittedly I know little about Feng Shui, other than it’s about less clutter, putting everything in it’s own space and the affect this has on energy flow.

Sometime in January I realized that my energy wasn’t just low or blocked, it was gone! There were no new ideas popping into my head, the only work I produced was repeats of earlier designs and the effort required to do just that seemed unreasonable. I let this go on a bit. Told myself it was only January and that I deserved a rest;  but when February hit and nothing changed I got a bit scared! No new work, no Etsy or eBay listings, no tweets, no Face Book posts, no blogging, no nada!

Luckily I HAD to get my act together to start preparing my taxes. That meant taking inventory, organizing receipts and shredding, shredding, shredding. Once the taxes were done I didn’t stop! I sorted, I organized, I threw out again, and again and again!

And to my surprise, new ideas and the oomph to see them through has returned.I started painting again and have a new series planned for this Spring and Summer.

If a professional organizer walked into my work space right she’d probably roll up her sleeves and say “OK, let’s get started!” “Started?”. I’d reply, “I thought I was done!”.

While my bachelor’s degree is in business, I also studied design and fine art at Buffalo State College and UB. This is a self portrait made with a reverse painting method. The board was covered in ink and the image was made by bleaching away the light areas. It’s a comment on public persona and what’s really behind the mask. While we all tend to be more dramatic in college, there is some truth to this still, for most if not all of us.

I’ve been fighting the winter blues for weeks now and have allowed myself an almost unprecedented period of laziness and inactivity. Enough!!! Yes, its cold and dreary — but I live in Buffalo and it’s February — what do I expect?!

Rather than searching for something profound to write I’m opting for a visual tour of my artwork. This little painting, made while I was in high school, has been tucked away in a box for more years than I care to admit. It may not be a masterpiece but I found the bright colors a source of inspiration when I ran across it the other day. I’ve scraped my oil paint palettes and am ready to start working again.

It’s been close to eleven months since I wrote my first entry here. My subsequent entries have been few, far between and, in all honesty, seriously lacking in substance. I’ve struggled with what to write, how to write it, when to write it, and WHY to write it. That WHY had eluded me till now. I initially thought of my blog as an extension of my ETSY shop. The whole purpose of my shop is to show and sell my work. Therefore, I thought, the whole purpose of my blog should be the same — but it just wasn’t happening.

And so I start again, with a new outlook. Rather than slapping down a photo of something I’ve just listed on Etsy or eBay, or giving a listing of shows I’ll be exhibiting at, I’m going to go a bit deeper. It’s time to explore why I do what I do, and I’m not going to limit that to making art. My work, or finished product if you will, is not created in a vacuum; it’s a normal extension of who and what I am, so I guess it’s time to ask: who am I exactly?